Stronger

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Strength is not just a physical quality.

It is a holistic idea. 

Strength means mentally, emotionally, physically, spiritually, and socially perceiving pain and choosing it. 

Strength means looking at hell and walking straight into it. 

Strength means control not of the situation but of oneself.

Strength means loving someone or something so deeply that no imaginable torture could keep you back from your goal. 

Strength is dangerous. 

Yet it is a protection like none other. 

It will be your best friend and your worst enemy. 

It will turn you against yourself and protect you from yourself. 

But most importantly, it will protect you from others.

So no matter what they do, you will be okay. 

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger.

If you want it to. 

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     Tomorrow, I go back to my worst nightmare. I go back to pain, my personal hell, complete loss of control, love that hurts. Tomorrow, I choose danger. But tomorrow, I choose to be stronger.

     Deuteronomy 31:6: "Be strong and courageous. Do not fear or be in dread of them, for it is the LORD your God who goes with you. He will not leave you or forsake you.”

     I will be stronger. Allow me to walk with You on the way to Calvary. I choose to stay with You; I choose to experience this pain with You. I know You will help me. We will be stronger.